Tuesday, December 1, 2009


We had a conversation last night. Instead of making things clear, it made me all confuse.

A lot of things we'd discussed but I can't share it here yet.

I'm still hurting and he keeps on denying.

Still thinking so hard. So hard it bleeds.

For the first time I cried. I cried myself to sleep last night.


The Curious Cat

P.S. Image courtesy of http://communications.uml.edu/sunrise/media/conversation.jpg


  1. hope you can share it soon to us..

  2. the ball is in your hands, xtian. the decision is ultimately for you to make.

    good luck, buddy.

  3. i am still hoping for the best. sana ma-save pa ninyo ang inyong relationship. tc, my friend. :)

  4. Xtian,

    Hush hush. The first step has been taken. Where will it lead? To the City of Oz to battle the Wicked West Witch? Courage my friend. Kaya yan.


  5. mahalaga nagka pag-usap kayo. take it from there. hope for the best but prepare for the worse. i am not in a position to tell you exactly what to do. you know better than anyone else. it's only your side that we read about and it wouldn't be fair to assess things based on one-way sympathy or simply plain sympathy.

    all i can say is, follow your heart; do what you 'think' is right and best for you.

    here's wishing you the best.

  6. everything will eventually be alright.


  7. may mga tao na kahit na out of love, hindi pa rin nila kayang... or hindi kaya ng conscience nila na sila ang makasakit ng tao.. maybe ganyan yung partner mo, he's hoping that you'll be the one to make the decision to go separate ways kasi hindi nya kaya. You know naman if it's already over or there's still hope

  8. Breaking the silence is the first step, more to go but don't be hard on yourself.

    Take care my friend.

  9. Everything will be alright men.

  10. It's good that you cried at last. Let it out.

  11. its good to cry once in a while...

    made us realized, we are still human and still have feelings..

  12. oh dear.

    maganda yan. at least nalalabas mo. just don't marinate yourself in tears.

    feel better! :D